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462: Own Worst Enemy
Act Three

Just As I Am

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Producer Jonathan Menjivar tells the story of John Smid, a gay man who did not want to be gay, and who tried to get other gay people to suppress their urges as well. Then...John changed. John's website is GraceRivers.com. Morgan Jon Fox's documentary, discussed in the story, is called This is What Love In Action Looks Like. (17 1/2 minutes)

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